haha. they are reaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaal hotttttttt!
anyway , wanna apologise to jia hui . was pretty harsh to her just now. sorry ! anyway , i dun mean some stuff that i said la. i was just bursting out.lol. i wasn't really angry , just maybe..erm feel like ranting? sorry anyway , i really feel guilty . =( Good luck with him !
now i know why they say ex couples can't be best friends after the relationship. it's so hard , well , for me la. i may be cool and calm with anything and everthing else , but when it comes to her , just feel like lashing out. lol. i would be cooler next time ! haha. i am really sorry. i didn't mean to say those nasty things. some of it isn't even what i think of you. or judge you. i just lash it all out.lol.
Samuel has gone back with crystal . this i found out only today. i thought , well , with my slightest hope , that we could still get back together. cuz even sam and crystal could get back together sia. so i thought it was possible. never know today is the day i found out there's no more for the both of us.but oh well , it looks like it's not meant to be. memories were so sweet . i will never forget the times by the beach with her...studying with her..kbox...our 1st vday where i sent her home and presented her with the lollipop bouquet...when we went to get our rings together...our anniversary...watching dvds in my house and playing frisbee!talking out time and whiling away.eating ice cream!staring at other people and chasing them around..lol.
there was particular incident i found cute. and that was outside the library that time when i walked out angrily and she........haha.nvm. her facial expression i can never forget at that time.
sometimes , this are just the stupid things lovers do which didnt seem stupid at that point of time. guess we were really in love at that time. haha. it was sweeet.
maybe who knows when she read this , she will wake up her idea and like me again ? O.o . i doubt so la though.
This would be the last time i actually talk about us anymore. i feel real foolish and dumb to still hold on to any form of hope with her . she dosen't have anymore feelins for me anymore , who am i to kid.not that i wanted to be with her anymore la , but just feel very erm....i dunno..not angry or sad.just disappointed.oh well.it's just not worth it , just not worth it at all ! waste time waste energy waste strength.
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